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22-01-2013
(on paper with 'Other prescription details ONLY' printed on the back)
spasms in my stomach
are a familiar state:
staring hopeless
at a stop-start future
with a stricken panic
of standing on
judgemental scales.
i won't gain -- only lose
slice by slice,
kilogram by kilogram,
until i'm striking tomorrow
with a skin full of scars
and a hospital bed.
27-01-2013
(on lined paper with a printed flower to the side)
the wind lashes my face.
i walk with my
feet slapping against the
gutter. people drive right
on past the stumbling girl
to the side of the road.
i'm only looking for something,
i think sadly: someone
who is not there,
even as he comes home.
29-01-2013
(on the back of a discount store receipt)
chattering teeth
accompany nervous trembles
in a forewarning of
vicious fear.
30-01-2013
(on paper torn from my timetable)
faint-like.
blur. blur. cut.
blood on the floor,
tired, tired,
tired.
hollowing cheeks,
cracking ribs -
slashes like tally
marks on my
arm.
(no, no, i'm not okay -
but thanks for
asking.)
blur. blur.
my shirt billows,
multiple sizes too
large.
how on earth do
you plan to hide all
this? - sore
head, wriggling
breath. cut.
the blood is just
a blur.
1-02-2013
(on lined paper torn from a schoolbook)
i apply six layers of make-up
because worry tints the edges of her worn smile.
i feel her eyes inspecting my arms,
peeling back the skin and staring at
the sickness underneath.
(on paper with 'Other prescription details ONLY' printed on the back)
spasms in my stomach
are a familiar state:
staring hopeless
at a stop-start future
with a stricken panic
of standing on
judgemental scales.
i won't gain -- only lose
slice by slice,
kilogram by kilogram,
until i'm striking tomorrow
with a skin full of scars
and a hospital bed.
27-01-2013
(on lined paper with a printed flower to the side)
the wind lashes my face.
i walk with my
feet slapping against the
gutter. people drive right
on past the stumbling girl
to the side of the road.
i'm only looking for something,
i think sadly: someone
who is not there,
even as he comes home.
29-01-2013
(on the back of a discount store receipt)
chattering teeth
accompany nervous trembles
in a forewarning of
vicious fear.
30-01-2013
(on paper torn from my timetable)
faint-like.
blur. blur. cut.
blood on the floor,
tired, tired,
tired.
hollowing cheeks,
cracking ribs -
slashes like tally
marks on my
arm.
(no, no, i'm not okay -
but thanks for
asking.)
blur. blur.
my shirt billows,
multiple sizes too
large.
how on earth do
you plan to hide all
this? - sore
head, wriggling
breath. cut.
the blood is just
a blur.
1-02-2013
(on lined paper torn from a schoolbook)
i apply six layers of make-up
because worry tints the edges of her worn smile.
i feel her eyes inspecting my arms,
peeling back the skin and staring at
the sickness underneath.
Literature
Ceteris Paribus
In an eon
You and I will greet the choate moon
Surrounded by her fairy dogs
warrior wolves and magnetic fox tails
who howl some foretelling tune
decoded only by the whistling winds
within my once listless room
I nip your Adam's apple by my Cupid's bow
we are a perfect art, a Sistine Michelangelo
We are stomata of the umpteen,
swimming in each other's dulcet drippings
of halved and pitted French tongues and ears
Let the years pass in this gentle deaf-muteness
where Ceteris Paribus
In this, Hallowed and His Seraphims know
how in the glow of one night tide
the firmament of all
folded into my limitless room
You and I part in sweet sorrow
t
Literature
Anonymity
Confusion.
Forgotten access
memories of another person
another year
another moment
in time.
Literature
on the cusp
it is just that when i let go of you
when i let go
it's hard to remain that perfect without you.
--
the in-between of love, buds- so full of potential
our love is written in whispers on the pages
of a book which has not yet been opened.
--
that day, the sun had erased the last lines
of an unforgiving winter from my skin, i was renewed
olive skinned and feeling as if i had just fled the eternal
garden naked as i came- free, fallen.
--
the sky was dark;
nothing but the blood red smile of the moon
cut through the transient darkness of the night.
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